Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Lately

Lately I feel like everyone is keeping something from me. I'm tired of most of my friends. I just feel like today we all lack social skills and there's hardly any fun going on. I find myself enjoying watching movies because my friends are dull and do nothing fun or interesting. It must be me? I must be weird! I mean sure partying and drinking may not be an option, but really there could be something to do. If someone has ideas please let me know. My social life sucks, I have no car and my friends who do have cars either have over protective parents OR they just flat out SUCK and they are not my friends. I have very few friends. I've realized that. Sometimes I feel like I have none. I have also realized that people don't truly appreciate you until you're dead. Then they act like they LOVE you! Yet when you are alive they really don't care.
GAHH I need help. I can't wait to graduate from high school. Right now my social life consist of school, work, ECs from school, and family. That's it. It sucks. I hate everything about routine life, I like variety and spontaneity. I can only think of one person who's not boring. That's sad.

1 comment:

Afrika Safaris said...

Yah, i was feel the same thing, but to day i found what i can call the real life far from all material life. Most of the time i travel(trough afrika, biking tour)i enjoy it right now i become expart i went to the college after having an interest recently graduate certificate in htourism, travel and wildlife. I would like to invite some one like you to join me in explore the beautful of afrika.