Lately

Lately I feel like everyone is keeping something from me. I'm tired of most of my friends. I just feel like today we all lack social skills and there's hardly any fun going on. I find myself enjoying watching movies because my friends are dull and do nothing fun or interesting. It must be me? I must be weird! I mean sure partying and drinking may not be an option, but really there could be something to do. If someone has ideas please let me know. My social life sucks, I have no car and my friends who do have cars either have over protective parents OR they just flat out SUCK and they are not my friends. I have very few friends. I've realized that. Sometimes I feel like I have none. I have also realized that people don't truly appreciate you until you're dead. Then they act like they LOVE you! Yet when you are alive they really don't care.
GAHH I need help. I can't wait to graduate from high school. Right now my social life consist of school, work, ECs from school, and family. That's it. It sucks. I hate everything about routine life, I like variety and spontaneity. I can only think of one person who's not boring. That's sad.

Obama- 44th

Welll OMG Obama won! yes yes yes.
ok so all these people on facebook are soo angry. HAHAH This is soo funny. Like people are going to be so divided. They'll have to get over it eventually. Yes! I'm so happy!

It's been a while..

Well first quarter in school is done..my GPA s now like a 3.5 Yay. Anywho. Marching band is also over, which is sad like every year. This year has been great and I actually felt apart of the group. It was so awesome standing on the field and hearing our name being called SIXTH! That's a good leap from last year (9th place). It was pretty sweet beating NA and CC. = ). For a while the only thing that mattered to me was marching band. School didn't but my grades were fine, neither did my friends who aren't in band. hehe. Band's pretty awesome! I can't wait for next year!
I'm seventeen now. That's so awesome. I still haven't realized that. My friends made an awesome birthday sign for me and hung it up in front of the school. Now it's hanging up in my room. I got a lot of birthday wishes and I thoroughly enjoyed every minute of that day, October 14th.
Well I'm going to be taking the SAT soon, the test that decides the fate of my life. NOT. I'm just hoping by my senior year to get at least a 1200 ..I'll be content. It would be AWESOME however if I could score like my sisters 1330+...yeah AIGHT playa. I highly doubt it. Whatev. I just need to find the perfect college for ME. This year has been pretty sweet. I have maintained my sanity and that's always great. I feel like every year there's a theme to my life and at the end of the year (school year) that I mature and become a better person. This year I think my theme is confidence and personality. Life is good and I really hope it stays this way. I'm just worried this is all good to be true, but I think it's easier for me to move on over the obstacles or the little things that used to bother me. My new motto is "You only live once".